Fantasies

So yeah this post should have came before the other one, but it is still important to me. Enough to put it out of order. lol Well me and Ed have had sex 4 times in total. I mentioned our first encounter. The same night we had a second one. But the one I really want to write about was when he came to my house.

We were having a good time and got into the bedroom and started at each other. In the middle he had me get up on top. I have always felt like I am not good on top but the look on his face and the moans that came out of his mouth told me different. It was feeling, magnificent, he looked me in the eyes every moment and all of a sudden, I kissed him. He held my back to him and stopped the movement. We kissed and he moved slowly pumping inside me. He talked to me, he looked me straight in the eyes and told me he wasn't just falling in love that he had fallen. I told him that I had too that he meant so much to me. The intensity of the emotions flowed through my body. Yet he was barely moving. I just looked him in the eyes and kissed him. He broke the silence, "Did we just go from having sex to making love?" "Yeah ... we did" I started grinding slowly, he sat up and hugged me tight. He looked me in the eyes. "This feels perfect, not the sex ... this ... us. Everything about it." I smiled and threw my arms around him tighter. "I could not be more happy than I am with you." After about a half an hour or making love, my body was overjoyed. We went back to having sex. He and I went for another hour and a half or so and it just felt amazing.

He had fulfilled my greatest fantasy. I wanted someone to go from having sex with me to just having an intense feeling of love and let it turn to making love. I had always just had sex until then, Keith wanted to say it was making love but he was just fucking me. Ed's emotions flowed through me and I felt like he could feel how I did. I felt an overwhelming amount of joy, I felt like my heart was mending, I felt like I was closer to him. There was a warm, happy sensation that I noticed all the way in my scalp and my toes. I was so confused at first, that this is what it felt like. I have always wanted to experience something amazing during sex, not just an orgasm or multiple ones I wanted to be happy with everything and be free. I wanted to throw my inhibition to the wind. And I did that. I was on top, the position I was always afraid I was bad at and I achieved my greatest fantasy. Wow, just wow. I wish I could elaborate more and explain it but I still find it hard to believe.