Friday, February 16, 2007

Bloody Tears

Well, Charles finally did it he started acting bi-polar. It is eating him alive to stay and try and love again with a broken heart. He is trying to be his old self and the new is lashing out. He yells sometimes for no reason at me. And then it came to a head.

He was being a total ass, and trying to make out with me when I wasn't in the mood then he forced it on me and I bit his tongue. Mind you nothing too bad, like I put pressure on it. Nothing too hard. He flipped out and smacked me in the nose ... it bled. I was upset with him and when I looked at him to see if he was shocked or upset. He smiled. He wanted to see me bleed. My nose hasn't bled since my dad backhanded me in the face 3 years or more ago. I got mad but was upset. I told him I could call the police if I truly wanted to. That there was physical abuse now. The sink had blood all over it 3 different times. I finally actually took a picture just in case as proof. He got even madder and threatened to leave because I told him he could be arrested or fined.

I told him if he ran off I had his license plate number, his information and I also know that he has no insurance on his car at the moment. I know a lot of things that he could get busted on. To go ahead ... step out of the house ... that I WOULD call if he left. He was infuriated. I didn't intend to call anyone but I was telling him what he had done. He stayed and I walked to a resturaunt to eat. I needed to clear my head.

I got back and he acted like NOTHING happened I don't get it! What is with him? !

Charles has royally and utterly confused me!

1 comment:

Mysterious MK said...

its not you being confused that is the problem. he is exhibiting classic abusive behavior. kick his ass out now, before he does something that really hurts you. now that its escalated to physical abuse, he wont hesitate to do it again.